And now forever Yours I'll stand

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-12-16T17:38:00

2009-12-16T09:38:57Z

I like! but if i wear i'll be too tallllll :(

Anyway this space is so dead.. seems like i'm talking to myself here. haha and i realised i'm a person that people can describe in generally 3 words/phrases. should i be happy/sad?

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-12-15T13:31:00

2009-12-15T05:31:46Z

I don't know who you are anymore.

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-12-13T23:56:00

2009-12-13T17:30:30Z

Ikea with qiqin! ♥ don't know why it's a little pixelated but click on the photos twice and they'll be bigger and much clearer :)

Thank God for the wonderful weekend! i really feel renewed :) heart-to-heart talk with keli and shuilin this afternoon and it felt great, after such a long time. hope there will be more of such talks! i want to grow and be a bigger sponge, like squarepants :D

Anyway, preludity take care on your melbourne trip hope you have truckloads of fun! love you babe.

God please give me the courage to accept it, if it's Your will.

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-12-12T01:38:00

2009-12-11T17:25:48Z

I have insomnia! it has been like this for 2 weeks already. sigh.

Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the Lord. Psalm 31:24

At the end of the day, when there's only You and me, i realise that the wound's still there. it's just that i chose not to look at it, not to be bothered by it. and to move on with my life. be strong, cheerytomatoes!

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-12-11T21:39:00

2009-12-11T13:39:25Z

Hello how's your week? :) mine was brilliant! haha monday was zoo trip, tuesday ikea + bible study + prayer meeting, wednesday minds cafe, thursday tamp 1 + tamp mall + century square + catching up with my "long-lost" friend hahaha, today orchard + flea market, tmr alumni band + cell, sunday service + being a nice soul sending preludity off :D

I don't know whether i did a stupid thing by agreeing to take on the job but i guess my life's gonna get boring for the next 7 months or so if i'm confirmed working. kind of depressing.. hopefully things will turn out to be great man!

Haha on a random note, hero by enrique iglesias is a very nice song.

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-12-11T12:48:00

2009-12-11T04:48:28Z

I did some minor changes, spot them :)

Haha anyway grandma's report is out and she don't have cancer! yay thanks a million dear God! :D

Update again later!

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-12-08T00:40:00

2009-12-07T16:40:24Z

Grandma is diagnosed with cancer :(

We ought to give thanks everyday for our own healthy bodies, yes? please pray for my grandma! thanks!

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-12-06T20:15:00

2009-12-06T12:15:41Z

I tried to learn 3 new songs by myself but my guitar playing just suck. haha fail. anyway i'm looking forward to alumni band this sat! hopefully there will be many ppl i know. and then 85! yay :)

Anglican High School Concert Band Concert 2010: La Danse Finale!
Date: Saturday, January 23, 2010
Time: 7:30pm - 10:30pm
Location: Anglican High School Main School Hall
Tickets at $8 each. come support? :D

Chubby face 3 years ago :D

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-12-05T22:47:00

2009-12-05T14:47:41Z

1. Kwanghui ge and weiqi jie's wedding in the morning
2. Watched tribulation at zl jie's house in the afternoon
3. Went singing at cash studio till night
4. I've thought of a perfect excuse to fool myself. sounds good :)
5. Thanks for that msg sy! it made me feel better :)
6. Finding back the happy me in process
7. Track on repeat: Down - Jay Sean
8. I can't put together a decent paragraph now, something's wrong with my brain
9. So there you have it, 9 sentences. haha!

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-12-04T14:34:00

2009-12-04T06:34:23Z

Awesome how they dance.

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-12-04T13:40:00

2009-12-04T05:40:04Z

How many times can i break till i shatter? never knew i could hurt like this.

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-12-02T15:54:00

2009-12-02T07:54:13Z

Tomorrow, will be the last day of As, the last day of wearing mjc uniform and the last day of being a mjc student. there's this feeling i can't describe fully, but i guess it's a mixture of longing, regret, happiness, sadness and fear. now i think about it, these 6 years i've been so blessed to be studying in schools that i love, that are of my choice. i wonder what will it be like next year.

Everyday i pray, hoping You'll show me that You understand.
Take it all God, this brokenness.

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-11-29T03:15:00

2009-11-28T18:43:51Z

Here i am, still awake when half the world is sleeping and i duno why but i just remembered there was once you asked me whether i'm proud of you. hahaha i guess i'll always be, love :) you don't know how much i'm missing you now.

I have a lot of dreams and hopefully one day they'll all come true and i'll believe that this world is a really nice place filled with love. hopefully you'll be a part of it too. i wish it'll be possible to reignite that fire soon, i feel rather like mist now. lots of mixed feelings. somewhat there's something wrong, something missing, something dying in this heart of mine.

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-11-28T18:11:00

2009-11-28T10:11:38Z

I saw this while looking through my photos. haha first organic chem test, my initial idea of "curly" arrows :P

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-11-27T18:25:00

2009-11-27T10:25:47Z

想你
紧紧拥抱着我
温暖着我渴望你的温柔

想你
轻轻呼吸躺在
躺在我的胸口
依旧是怀念
Baby, 没有改变

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-11-25T15:24:00

2009-11-25T07:25:09Z

My life's kind of meaningless right now.

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-11-23T18:03:00

2009-11-23T10:03:07Z

Unofficial end of As! yay it's freedom!!! :D

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-11-20T01:22:00

2009-11-19T17:22:50Z

I had a brilliant time watching shooting stars with an idiot who said i looked like ba zhang but in the end he froze to death because he didn't look like ba zhang himself. hehe (okay kidding he's still alive) :D haha yay my first time lying on the grass and watching shooting stars! i hope there's still many next time-s <3

I wanted to ask something but then i didn't because it was so fast and my brain was somehow in stoning mode and now i'm not gonna know the ans. hahaha well done! if you know you come and tell me okay then i see whether you understand what i'm thinking :) everybody else don't need to ask me because obviously you all won't know! lol alright goodnight all the way to end of As! :D

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-11-17T13:23:00

2009-11-17T05:23:54Z

There's gonna be a meteor shower ard 4 am! :D info but i just realised you got paper tmr! aiyo!!!

Nevermind i'm still going with.. guess who! haha don't tell you!

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-11-17T12:47:00

2009-11-17T04:47:49Z

I tried my best but my best still suck, so how? God please don't play a joke on me i really can't take it.

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-11-14T23:44:00

2009-11-14T15:44:03Z

Really. i'm so tired and feeling terrible really terrible because it's the final one and i just screwed it up. why? and i wish you were here now so i can take comfort in you but it's impossible because some things are just not meant to be. this morning i thought it didn't matter anymore and i don't care, but in the end deep down it still matters. not fair i feel so shortchanged.

For tmr: pick myself up, put on a smile, greet the world. for now: sleep.

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-11-13T22:12:00

2009-11-13T14:12:15Z

I love his photos, all of them spell happiness! http://hughforte.com/blog :)

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-11-13T17:44:00

2009-11-13T09:44:52Z

3 consecutive days of sleeping at 2.30am and now i'm fried! haven't been too good all the precious marks all gone and it's getting depressing having doubts about many things not good this is not good :(

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-11-07T19:56:00

2009-11-07T12:03:03Z

It's gonna be here soon. in 2 days ><

Please pray for me thank you very much!!!

101109 - Maths P1
111109 - GP P1 and P2, Bio P2
121109 - Chem P3
131109 - Maths P2
171109 - Chem P2
201109 - Econs
231109 - Bio P3, Chem P1
031209 - Bio P1

On hiatus.

cheerytomatoes @ 2009-11-03T23:58:00

2009-11-03T17:24:53Z

Hee today was a fabulous day! went for prayer meeting and jiayi brought me porridge! :) worship and prayer, felt so much better compared to afternoon :D after that zl jie, jiayi and jiahui sent me home. opened mailbox and there were 2 big fat parcels mwah lovelove but then only one belongs to me. another one belongs to eileen. nvm i think there's 1 more tmr hehehe. i finally got a striped long sleeved shirt yay!

I got tang yuan delivered to my house also :) and keli msged me to encourage me! thanks everybody :D awesome man i'm so happy now and i shall go and sleep already nights!